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Mar. 28th, 2010 | 10:37 pm
Dear someone out there,
I'm not okay being in this position.I always faking it that I'm going to be okay but I'm not.What am I supposed to do now?Am I supposed to hang around and wait.Can I just fast forward things now?I feel so helpless sometimes because I can't share to anyone.Do anyone in this entire world understands my position right now?
I'm not okay being in this position.I always faking it that I'm going to be okay but I'm not.What am I supposed to do now?Am I supposed to hang around and wait.Can I just fast forward things now?I feel so helpless sometimes because I can't share to anyone.Do anyone in this entire world understands my position right now?
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:'(
Mar. 15th, 2010 | 11:29 pm
i can't share with other people.
i can't do anything.
you just push me away when I've tried to help you.
i can't do anything.
you just push me away when I've tried to help you.
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(no subject)
Mar. 15th, 2010 | 12:44 am
Don't think it's not about lonely anymore.
Lonely is just an excuse for me not to find.
Am I supposed to find or just wait?
and i'm not proud of it.
Lonely is just an excuse for me not to find.
Am I supposed to find or just wait?
and i'm not proud of it.
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Songs
Mar. 10th, 2010 | 03:11 am
All time favourite songs:
Only One - Yellowcard
Don't Speak - No Doubt
This I Promise You - N'sync
Nothing Last Forever - Maroon 5
Lifehouse - You and Me
Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes
Oasis - Wonderwall
Paramore - Decode
Paramore - The Only Exception
Avril Lavinge - My Happy Ending
One Republic - Apologize
Katy Perry - Thinking of You
James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore
Christina Aguilera - Genie In A Bottle
Christina Aguilera - I Turn To You
Dj Sammy - Heaven (Ballad version)
Britney Spears - .....Baby One More Time
Only One - Yellowcard
Don't Speak - No Doubt
This I Promise You - N'sync
Nothing Last Forever - Maroon 5
Lifehouse - You and Me
Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes
Oasis - Wonderwall
Paramore - Decode
Paramore - The Only Exception
Avril Lavinge - My Happy Ending
One Republic - Apologize
Katy Perry - Thinking of You
James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore
Christina Aguilera - Genie In A Bottle
Christina Aguilera - I Turn To You
Dj Sammy - Heaven (Ballad version)
Britney Spears - .....Baby One More Time
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I want you to know that I'm (still) trying.
Mar. 8th, 2010 | 05:29 pm
I feel like as if I don't know what to do.
I can't pretend anymore.
I can't pretend that life is not fulfilling what you want and need.
We can't just live life like that.
We need to know what we want and need.
But what if something you need is right in front of you of seem like you can't say it or have it.
You try to run away but you will keep turning back.
and I don't like to burden someone with my life.
because I think I can handle it myself even though sometimes I feel things are falling apart.
come on,pull yourself together.
I can't pretend anymore.
I can't pretend that life is not fulfilling what you want and need.
We can't just live life like that.
We need to know what we want and need.
But what if something you need is right in front of you of seem like you can't say it or have it.
You try to run away but you will keep turning back.
and I don't like to burden someone with my life.
because I think I can handle it myself even though sometimes I feel things are falling apart.
come on,pull yourself together.