Don't let your past steal your future

 Dear someone out there,


                                              I'm not okay being in this position.I always faking it that I'm going to be okay but I'm not.What am I supposed to do now?Am I supposed to hang around and wait.Can I just fast forward things now?I feel so helpless sometimes because I can't share to anyone.Do anyone in this entire world understands my position right now?

 i can't share with other people.
i can't do anything.
you just push me away when I've tried to help you.

 Don't think it's not about lonely anymore.
Lonely is just an excuse for me not to find.
Am I supposed to find or just wait?
and i'm not proud of it.

 All time favourite songs:

Only One - Yellowcard

Don't Speak - No Doubt

This I Promise You - N'sync 

Nothing Last Forever - Maroon 5

Lifehouse - You and Me

Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

Oasis - Wonderwall

Paramore - Decode

Paramore - The Only Exception

Avril Lavinge - My Happy Ending

One Republic - Apologize

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

Christina Aguilera - Genie In A Bottle

Christina Aguilera - I Turn To You

Dj Sammy - Heaven (Ballad version)

Britney Spears - .....Baby One More Time

I feel like as if I don't know what to do.
I can't pretend anymore.

I can't pretend that life is not fulfilling what you want and need.
We can't just live life like that.
We need to know what we want and need.

But what if something you need is right in front of you of seem like you can't say it or have it.
You try to run away but you will keep turning back.

and I don't like to burden someone with my life.
because I think I can handle it myself even though sometimes I feel things are falling apart.





come on,pull yourself together.