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The other saturday night 21/11
Nov. 26th, 2009 | 10:38 pm
mood: 
gloomy
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random.
Nov. 20th, 2009 | 07:48 pm
smiling to those little cute short or even one word messages.
when you think about it, one day something can make you really happy and hoping the day would not end.
the next thing you know,what happened?
you tried go back trying to find out what was the mistakes and keep on asking yourself why?
i hate this kind of feeling.the feeling of going up high and fall down back to the ground.
it sucks.
i have a lot in my mind.
why does those things happen?
like we say,take the past as a lesson learned.
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I "love" maths.yes i do.
Nov. 12th, 2009 | 08:37 pm
Tomorrow is the last paper which is maths.
ohhhh my and now i'm mugging and also multi-tasking.
hope things can better after UT1 and shall improve myself.
i shall!!!!!
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:/
Nov. 8th, 2009 | 01:41 pm
music: Owl City - Fireflies
when you fall in love why does the feeling comes from the heart.
i only know the heart pumps blood.
why when you get excited people said there's butterflies in your stomach.
i know "butterflies in your stomach fluttering" is just a metaphor.
but why literally there's something fluttering, i know stomach only needs food and water.
then when you fall out of love.
why there's a pain feeling in your heart like "broken".
but actually the heart is not broken it still pumps blood.
where do feeling come from?
brain? i know the brain only control our body.
heart?i know the heart pumps blood and keep us alive.
and sometimes you can breathe properly.
what makes you feel this way?
why?
i think too much.
okay going to mug now CHEMISTRY FTW!
-.-
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ignore this if you hate reading "sad" post.
Nov. 5th, 2009 | 10:52 pm
mood: 
confused
shitman.
i really hate this feeling.
why does it feel that nobody understands.
why does it feel that maybe i was the wrong one and you didn't know the real story.
i just hate it when this feeling come.
i just wish it could just disappear and things could be normal.
like it used to be.
but what if,maybe the chapter ends here?
what do you think?
i feel like i lost someone.
i feel like a loser.
i feel that sometimes right now, i want to be left alone.
i do not need someone keep on telling me this and that.
i know.
but sometimes the advices were right.
i just want to be left alone so that i won't pretend.
please click on the "x" on the right top if you think you do not need to read this.
i'm here trying to fix things.
i don't want to run away and just forget about it.
and end up being strangers.
i know people said things happened for a reason.
but...
maybe you're the only person i couldn't hate and try to forget because...
it sucks when one part of life seems to be enjoyable and everyday you're looking forward to it and suddenly a few minutes can become the opposite.
am i still your close friend that you can rely on or maybe what i said changed that?
i remembered you said "what did i do wrong?"
or should i stop fixing things up?
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What is Love?Tell me..
Nov. 3rd, 2009 | 08:52 pm
mood: 
discontent
-found in someone's tumblr!Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within
your chest?
-it isn’t love, it’s like.
You can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
-it isn’t love, it’s lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
- it isn’t love, it’s pride.
Do you want them because you know they`re there?
-it isn’t love, it’s loneliness.
Are you there because it`s what everyone wants?
-it isn’t love, it’s loyalty.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
-it isn’t love, it’s low confidence.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt
them?
-it isn’t love, it’s pity.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
-it isn’t love, it’s infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
-it isn’t love, it’s friendship.
Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of?
-it isn’t love, it’s a lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
-it isn’t love, it’s charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they`re sad?
-then it’s love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they`re strong?
-then it’s love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-then it’s love.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and
relation pulls you close and holds you there?
-then it’s love.
Do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who they are?
-then it’s love.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
-then it’s love.
Would you then give them your heart, your life, your death?
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Happy Eighteen Candles,Nabilah :)
Nov. 1st, 2009 | 07:08 pm
music: Paramore- The Only Exception
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i feel like this going to end soon.
Oct. 24th, 2009 | 09:30 pm
mood: sad
i feel like having a fashion shoot
i feel like going to one fullerton
i feel like going to botanic gardens
i feel sitting at coffee bean
l feel like going to the library
i feel like going to ikea
i feel like staring at the stars
i feel like talking on the phone and stare at the ceiling
i feel like watching fireworks
i feel like going to fort canning
i feel like going to a art gallery
i feel like going to the airport
i feel like painting a canvas
i feel like taking random photos
i feel like walking in rain